Wednesday, October 5, 2005:
today was a happy happy day. i think. haha. cept for something that sorta went wrong in school today, otherwise it was really SUNNY. (:
lalalala. hmm. dont really feel like blogging today la. just feel like slacking..
hmm. there's tuition tmr.. i cant wait. another fun day. and i'm not being sarcastic. HEHE. (:b
OH WELL. i shall not waste time then.
shall go sleep early cos its a long day tmr, and i'll be so tired by the time its tuition. YEPP.
to those two: i'm sorry about what happened today la. i'm ultra sensitive to what you all think and say about me and dont think i dont know what you guys were thinking, it was kinda obvious, so next time you all want to say things please say when i'm not around and dont shoot looks at each other right in front of me okay.? sigh. dont know why i was so affected by it, but i guess its just that i cant believe that you two of all people, would do this kind of thing, but i guess i'm just being really sensitive about this kind of thing, if you guys havent already realised. but anyway. i dont blame you two for thinking like that. its my fault too. yepp. but you guys are friends and you'll always be my friends. i just have to change this thing, and not care what others think of me. anw, just hope you all know that i really care about you all, and i will nvr want to lose you guys. so. yepp. i'll be okay tmr. dont worry. i'm always okay tmr. :D i love you two.
Oh what I would do to have The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in On to the crashing waves To step out of my comfort zone Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is And He's holding out His hand But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed The giant keeps on telling me Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!" "You'll never win!" But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!" And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory" Out of all the voices calling out to me I will choose to listen and believe The Voice of Truth Oh what I would do to have The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant With just a sling and a stone Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors Shaking in their armor Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand But the stone was just the right size To put the giant on the ground And the waves they don't seem so high From on top of them lookin' down I will soar with the wings of eagles When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus Singing over me I will listen and believe I will listen and believe The Voice of Truth I will listen and believe Cause Jesus you are The Voice of Truth And I will listen to you you are-
Voice of Truth, casting crowns
a shout of praise.
10:11 PM